David’s Blog

School Tommarrow.. Well i’m ready for it. Can’t wait to see my friend and Jill. Watch i’m sure she’ll read it again.. the only times i don’t want her too she does. Well i have a hole pain of stuff todo, mainly including the caffine as a key.

Yea! I just got back from driving my 66′ Mustang around the block a few times! It was awsome! The mustang doesn’t handle to well, We need to fix the brakes, but still it was cool.

Well nothing big happened but some small cool things happened. Such as me finding Jay Walsh at a store today. Well thats basicly it. Kevin is gone, school will start in ~4 days. I’m not sure what to wear, I could go all punk, or I could go all prep; It’s a hard decision. Well I started making some maps for my favorite game CS:S. So if anyone from school sees me making some blueprints, thats what there most likly for.

Well Thanks to my grandmother i know own a “Logitech MX518 Gaming-Grade Optical Mouse”. Basicly the only reason I asked her for one was because my current mouse was actting up and refusing to send the computer the right data. Well I just started to make a new map for CS:S. Of course the “Hammer” editor is giving me a damn hard time so Its not getting down as fast. So far it has costed me 2 hours of extra time.

Well i’m now up to 30 curls, and 20 pushups a day. I only do this when i wake up. It might have more of an effect if i did it before i went to sleep also, twice a day, but i keep forgeting. I am currently updating and installing a custom version of CS:S on my other computer. Not sure if the graphics card can handle it though. I have made a sig for my fourm accounts. Also I photoshopped a picture for Jill. STFU Kevin….

Between all the rootkits and the arp hijacking, I’d say i’m ready for school. The question now is, Is the school ready for me? Will the internet remain safe now that I have these tools under me? We shall see, we shall see. Oh and by the way I hope that AIM will be working in school, mhwu4h4h4h4h4!

Well Today i was just installing Norten on my other computer that will be for my brothers to use. Then I was looking into rootkits, and i just changed the logger on this blog a small bit. Yesterday i was doing nothing also well i did do two things. Add a level to a 2d game of mine, that would be spoken of much, unless i get better graphics. The other thing was mope around and listen to punk rock, mostly MCR, FM Static, The Used, and MEST.

Edit: Upion further thinking about my pointless life lately I have thought of more that i have done. I have worked on my wakeup alarm. Now winamps starts playing music on my computer full blast. Five secounds later it changes to volume to normal. Then after therty secounds it pauses the music and speaks the temp outside to me. After that contunes playing the music untill i stop it. Also for a great part of the past two days i had to watch my brothers all day.

I just don’t know why,
It’s just a waste of time to try.
I would never lie,
all you do is leave me to sigh.
I won’t say goodbye!

I don’t feel right saying this.
I can’t even believe I’m making these lines.
I guess I just believe this is something you’ll miss,
Like all the other times.

I leave you all the clues,
I leave you all the little blurts.
Without you is what hurts,
Let I can’t bring myself to tell you the news.

I just don’t know why,
It’s just a waste of time to try.
I would never lie,
all you do is leave me to sigh.
I won’t say goodbye!

I decided it would be better as a song,
something in which you can sing along.
All I want is a chance.
just one chance that’s all.

I want to tell you that,
I don’t think your fat.
I don’t think your dumb.
I don’t think you deserve the shit that’s giving to you.
I mean it too!

I just don’t know why,
It’s just a waste of time to try.
I would never lie,
all you do is leave me to sigh.
I won’t say goodbye!

I want us to give it a go,
who knows it might work.
And well if it doesn’t,
we can both say I dated that person long ago.

I don’t want you to think badly of me.
I will protect you; I want to,
Any cost; Forget the fee!
I just want to be with you.

I may not be the smartest guy.
I may not even be the best choice; I’ll admit it.
But In this I must say,
I will love you in every possible way.

I just don’t know why,
It’s just a waste of time to try.
I would never lie,
all you do is leave me to sigh.
I won’t say goodbye!

I was with kevin the other two days for his birthday. The reason i didn’t post this before hand was because i was in a rush considering his parents just showed up. Well to me they did but they did call; I wasn’t told the message. Well basicly we hung out at the providence place mall for ~6 hours. Went to his place and hung out with his cousin untill midnight.

Edit: I was debating if i should add the song above. I said fuck it, so i did. Now my song is for everyone to read… and NOT to guess. If you Guess your comment WILL be Censored. I don’t want… eh you get the point. Please don’t guess who the poem is about. Thank you.

One rainy night,
on the drivers way home.
Drinking beer with a friend whilst driving,
until they caught a fright.

Aimed at incoming cars,
driving with the beers effects.
He made a choice,
to collide with the road bars.

Whilst aiming at a new target,
his cars speed began to bullet.
The crash, the noise all was violent,
then just moments later all was silent.

On the hospital bed,
The driver arose.
As for his friend,
into a deeper sleep he dose.

How will he explain this?
What will he tell his friends?
Never mind the parents.
With all these thoughts his mind bends.

Should he just not tell them?
Was it better to lie?
Would they agree it was beer not him?
One thing they agree on was that he wasn’t supposed to die.

From the hospital,
he was dismissed.
Now was the time to tell them,
Thinking such he went though the list.

The parents of his friend,
sued him for his mistake.
As for his friends,
there life, they don’t want him to amend.

Friendless and bankrupt,
he stole a gun.
One pull of the trigger,
and in the bloody mess his life ended abrupt.