David’s Blog

Frist off if anyone was wondering why the hell I look to pissed off in school, looking like i’m going to kill someone every secound, heres why. If I wasn’t being attacked every fucking day on the bus and f***ing could see her every now and then MAYBE I WOULDN’T BE SO PISSED OFF AND TENSE! Now having said that, the 3rd quarter ends next week and I’ll have striaght As. Yeah for once something finaly works out in my life. Unlike my damn computer which yet again has failed to work due to YET ANOTHER DEFECTIVE BOARD! Let me ask you something all you damn motherboard producers, WHY DON’T YOU TEST YOUR DAMN PRODUCTS LIKE YOU SAY YOU DO?!?!?!?! Damn its not that hard people! Now for a good thing, Jeskid I love your Shades Of Gray. It has some flaws but overall, I say not bad at all for someone without the right equipment.

Well last night after reading this months edition of PC Mag, I was left wondering how much the best PC would cost. I mean the best of the best when I say that. So this morning after waking up, while waiting for coffee and my new motherboard to arrive I desided to compose a list of the best computer to date. Note this does not include the computer itself but the whole “sha-bang” (Moniter, Keyboard, Speakers, etc.)

Yeah I thought that title would get your attention. Mr. Beck, the security person for my districts computer and also a ex-fort knox employee, has obtained some of the Fort Knox Security scripts. Why does this concern me. First IT’S FORT KNOX SECURITY SCRIPTS! Secound, Mr. Beck wants me to program it into my high school. Now thats awsome! What is even more cool is that fact in order to program it into my school i have to look at the script myself! lol Now i’m moving up in the world. In-other-news, I have programmed a quick resume on user error with forms on the school website i’m making. Adminstration, last night at the meeting, stated the website is great, I have about 6 hours of programming left on it. After that all i have to do is make sure it’s stable, then make it public.

Ok, guess i should tell you the whole story. When giving a breif overview of my new district website (the prototype will be shown after school tomorrow to all that attend) the administrator showed me a paper on next year’s computer class. I noticed it said “web development” and I know no one here is good at it. Thus i asked who was going to teach it. What does he say you ask? He points at me and says “you are”. Wow… I want to know HTF (How The F***, new phrase) I got so far up the school chain while only being her for ~3 months! So now i’m a security tech, web dev, teacher, system intergrator, teacher… what else do they want me to do for them? Kevin: Thats why you don’t have a gf yet. Kev you why i don’t have one… I’m strict with who i go out with so STFU! Now valentines dat is tomorrow, I have an idea but I wish my idea involved Tory :(.

First off i’d like to say that I talked with Tory today, and i’m sooooo glad I did. Speaking with her made me feel alot better. Then later during the day James called and we talked. He said as soon as he turns 18 (in three months) he is going to come vist me sence he don’t do to school. (Not his fault) I RMA’d the motherboard to my new computer; I should be expecting the new one ~monday next week. Now to address the title of this post. I have started developing the website for my district, no not just my school but the whole distict I live in. I have talked it over with the district admins and they have allowed me to remake their website and have my name on the footer of it. When I’m finished everyone in the world can view the district website and see my name on it. The reason i’m doing this if for when I go to college they will have yet another reason to want to teach me. So yeah, I have alot of ideas for the website. The admin’s love the idea and didn’t even know such programming was even possable. This programming I have been doing for quite some time now, tho I do think i’m making the district website a little too overkill. On-the-other-hand, it’s also the school website and I like the idea of teachers having their own pages to place homework and notices.

To start, last week was a VERY busy week for me. Throughout the week I had three tests, Spanish 2 vocab (passed 96), Adv. Biology Genetics Test (passed 98), and a Adv. Geometery Test (grade not confirmed). Then I had two essays for english due; as always I had them in completed the day after she assigns them. Next I had a three page chapter outline for History to create. Finally, Freddy and Ken, the computer poeple at my school, feel like loading me up on work for the school’s computers. I don’t mind this at all, in fact I find computer work for them is relaxing. They want me to make a login script for them, design a few desktop backgrounds for the school (with my name of it of course, want to be known ), hack the school for there new “security”, and to top it all off start working on a FTP sever so the students can access their student drive at home. Why am I making all this known? Mearly so anyone who thinks that i’m just sitting her lasy or what not can see that I do have work to do!!! Now, for the present. My computer is throwing at me ACPI errors, to resolve this problem I will be getting some new OCZ Gold Series DDR400 mem. Why OCZ? Because their ram timing is 2/2/2/5, for me thats about a 50% proformance increase! I’m still having these damn internet issues, I’m trying to get Comcast Cable Internet. However, they said they’d be here in two days, it’s been a week. Well, Thats all I can think of for now. Off to go work even more… oh… and sorry about my last post… I’m not to “stable” anymore if you get what I mean… (Kevin: Before you say anything, STFU. )

Please God, Tell me why I can’t forget about her. Please God, Tell me why I can never get her off my mind. Tell me why I still cry for her… us. Why do still long to be in her arms? It has been over two months, why do I still search the halls of the school for her? Why god? Please tell me why. Take away these tears, take away this pain. I don’t want to feel this way, I know she is happy. She don’t need me anymore, why god, why do I need her? It makes no sence, I started doing some bad things, I replaced them with anti-depressents, but why do I still cry almost every night? Why did you do this to us? Please answer me god; I’m growing weak, I’m losing my will, my energy. Please God, I beleave you did this for a reason; what reason is that? Please come forth, I’m begging you.