David’s Blog

You said from the start
you wanted to be loved.
To be cared for, and nurtured.
I told you I would,
that day I gave you my heart.

What was it when I said “I do”,
that made you so mad?
What went wrong that day?
what made you leave what you wanted the most?
Most of all,
why did you drink and hit me,
when all I said was “I love you”?

You left my side,
the one I never thought to leave me.
You left me to rot,
just used me threw me out on the street.
What did I do to you in return?
I said I forgive you,
and held you while you’d cry.

What was it when I said “I do”,
that made you so mad?
What went wrong that day?
what made you leave what you wanted the most?
Most of all,
why did you drink and hit me,
when all I said was “I love you”?

I’ll never forget the day I came home,
the day you were drinking.
The house was destroyed,
you said you were just thinking.
Now that I think about it,
you threw a lamp at me.
Oh yeah a real laugh,
a big he he.

Two years later reminiscing on what went wrong,
you left me,
you broke me.
But you know what,
I remember you.
I can still hear you,
I still hear your voice singing that lovely song.
It was Christmas,
your family was over.
A nice day, a good time,
That is until you told me it was over.

What was it when I said “I do”,
that made you so mad?
What went wrong that day?
what made you leave what you wanted the most?
Most of all,
why did you drink and hit me,
when all I said was “I love you”?

Sitting here thinking,
about the past and what has been.
I ask myself was it worth it,
should the flame of love have even been lit?
Finally I must say,
having though about it a lot.
It would have really went places,
had you stop the abusing.

It’s been so long,
years have come and past.
The time was harsh,
very hard indead.
Though I wait for the day,
I hear loves sweet song.

I remember the day,
the day we last spoke.
Ever sence then,
all I have left if your pictures
for which in sadness I still soak.

Tell me again,
for which i do not remember.
Why did you leave?
What ever did change,
since the last hoilday we spent,
far back as December.

I wish I could help,
with your feelings inside.
I know not of which made them,
but to replace them I must try.
You get some good feelings,
to push the others aside.

Let me back in,
into your life.
I promise I will help.
That is a promise for life.

You say that money is the root of all evil;
Yet you always want more.
Something that should be taken from the rich,
Given to the poor.

You say that family,
Is what truly matters most.
To care and to love,
is what you try to host.

I’ve had enough of your lies,
And your bullshit too.
I know it is because of you,
tonight she cries.

How could you ever do that to her?
How could you ever say that to her?
You knew what you said was wrong,
But do you care?
If you really cared for her,
You know with her your actions don’t belong.

She has given you many chances,
None that you deserved.
For you she has replaced her friends with yours.
Have you ever cared what she did for you?
Have you ever once thought to go out of your way for her?

If you truly love her,
You wouldn’t treat her this way.
If she cries again,
You better not have started it.

Note: I know it’s sort; I meant it to be. It was made up on the spot when I needed a way to tell Tory how her love affected me.

Whenever I long to know of love,
I remind myself of you;
I remind myself of us.
Your out there somewhere,
Under the skies above.

I never meant for it to be this way,
I never thought to hurt you too.
Right here i lie,
crying and thinking about you.

I don’t know how to tell you,
your the hardest of everyone to tell.
I have tell my friends too,
but the pain from them isn’t as well.
I know this I must do,
but first to myself it must sell.

I don’t want to pled ignorance,
the less I know the happier I’ll be.
Thats not the way the world works,
as shown with my tears that you see.

What I mean to say,
I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do this.
I know i’ve hurt you,
that can’t I can’t miss.
If it makes it any better,
Everytime i think of you my mind is in bliss.

Maybe i’m wrong,
Maybe things are not as they seem.
Maybe this is a test,
Maybe just a bad dream.

What is for certien,
is i’m very sorry.
I didn’t mean to hurt you,
I’m so dearly sorry.

Please Forgive Me

I just don’t know why,
It’s just a waste of time to try.
I would never lie,
all you do is leave me to sigh.
I won’t say goodbye!

I don’t feel right saying this.
I can’t even believe I’m making these lines.
I guess I just believe this is something you’ll miss,
Like all the other times.

I leave you all the clues,
I leave you all the little blurts.
Without you is what hurts,
Let I can’t bring myself to tell you the news.

I just don’t know why,
It’s just a waste of time to try.
I would never lie,
all you do is leave me to sigh.
I won’t say goodbye!

I decided it would be better as a song,
something in which you can sing along.
All I want is a chance.
just one chance that’s all.

I want to tell you that,
I don’t think your fat.
I don’t think your dumb.
I don’t think you deserve the shit that’s giving to you.
I mean it too!

I just don’t know why,
It’s just a waste of time to try.
I would never lie,
all you do is leave me to sigh.
I won’t say goodbye!

I want us to give it a go,
who knows it might work.
And well if it doesn’t,
we can both say I dated that person long ago.

I don’t want you to think badly of me.
I will protect you; I want to,
Any cost; Forget the fee!
I just want to be with you.

I may not be the smartest guy.
I may not even be the best choice; I’ll admit it.
But In this I must say,
I will love you in every possible way.

I just don’t know why,
It’s just a waste of time to try.
I would never lie,
all you do is leave me to sigh.
I won’t say goodbye!

One rainy night,
on the drivers way home.
Drinking beer with a friend whilst driving,
until they caught a fright.

Aimed at incoming cars,
driving with the beers effects.
He made a choice,
to collide with the road bars.

Whilst aiming at a new target,
his cars speed began to bullet.
The crash, the noise all was violent,
then just moments later all was silent.

On the hospital bed,
The driver arose.
As for his friend,
into a deeper sleep he dose.

How will he explain this?
What will he tell his friends?
Never mind the parents.
With all these thoughts his mind bends.

Should he just not tell them?
Was it better to lie?
Would they agree it was beer not him?
One thing they agree on was that he wasn’t supposed to die.

From the hospital,
he was dismissed.
Now was the time to tell them,
Thinking such he went though the list.

The parents of his friend,
sued him for his mistake.
As for his friends,
there life, they don’t want him to amend.

Friendless and bankrupt,
he stole a gun.
One pull of the trigger,
and in the bloody mess his life ended abrupt.

Stop pushing me around,
I DON’T weight less then a pound.
Stop preching to me,
there isn’t anything you can teach thee.
Stop commanding everyone,
unless you don’t want your son.

I’ve listen to you for too long,
now listen up both you and your crew.
I’ve got two middle fingers,
and there aimed at all you.
Don’t like that tough,
a perfect live is only for a few.

You think live for all?
Well let me tell you something,
it not for anyone small or tall.
If you don’t belive me i don’t care.
If you want proof i have someone you can call.

I’ve listen to you for too long,
now listen up both you and your crew.
I’ve got two middle fingers,
and there aimed at all you.
Don’t like that tough,
a perfect live is only for a few.

The few who do worked for it.
Unlike you who rather steal it.
Unlike you who rather though a fit.
The few who do live it full.
Unlike you who smoke till your full.
Unlike you who drink till your full.

I’ve listen to you for too long,
now listen up both you and your crew.
I’ve got two middle fingers,
and there aimed at all you.
Don’t like that tough,
a perfect live is only for a few.

Now I say fuck you,
fuck everything you live for,
with the damn music you live to.
By the way you tell me so much,
Why don’t you tell me where you live too.
Why? I’d love to call the police,
While i’m at it i’ll make sure with you know who.

Due to a recent time,
you were brought to mind.
Remembering the fun,
of the days you were mine.

Times have past,
you are now gone.
The fun has left,
Our memories are all that last.

Perhaps someday,
Before the stars we lay.
Our paths will cross,
hopefully all won’t be lost.

In my mind,
at least our memories are strong.
The more time that pasts,
the more memories i’ll find.

For now I say bye,
I won’t forget you,
untill were together,
to find you i’ll try.

You think your so tuff
You think you’ll last
You say you have the stuff
Well i’ll fucking kick your ass

No one likes you
Every will support me
A fag like you
won’t stand a chance aganst me

I know i’m not the strongest
people can cream me
but i have nothing to lose
I guess you’ll be have to see

Power is not everything
technique needs to be there
Whats that? You have them both?
GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!

The time has come to start the round
I just stand there and watch you
Your just fucking jumping around
Is that suppost to help you?

I connect a jab with a right
you connect a fall to the ground
you get quicky back up
as connect a strike to your side

Now do you see
that fucking with me
will only lead to pain?
Tell me Do you see it now?

You think your so tuff
You think you’ll last
You say you have the stuff
Well i’ll fucking kick your ass

No one likes you
Every will support me
A fag like you
won’t stand a chance aganst me

Now your on the ground
kidney is pain
I have nothing to lose
but you have everything to gain

Once again you arise
Your last attempt
I uppercut to the chin
We have now arived to the end of your torment

Now you see it
fucking with me was a mistake
that only lead to blood intake?
Just another one of your ideas gone to shit?

You think your so tuff
You think you’ll last
You say you have the stuff
Well i’ll fucking kick your ass